Happy Valentines Day….

I hope all of you have a wonderful Valentines Day. I wish so much I had my babies home with me so I could have them be my dates for today. I miss and am reminiscing of the old days when me and my babies would make valentines for everyone, how I wish I could … Continue reading Happy Valentines Day….



So here's what new.....I started school ❤️❤️❤️❤️ and I have so many people trying their best to distract me, sending wanna be informants checking on what's going on in my life!!!! The craziest thing is I see what's going on and I'm finally putting the pieces of the puzzle that didn't make sense to me. … Continue reading Information…..

Death of an animal 😭🥺

So for it being the shortest month of the year this is going to be one of the longest months. So this morning my cat Mr. Man, whom was born on Lamias Birthday the same year in 2004, has died. My heart is so crushed. This was the best cat I have ever had the … Continue reading Death of an animal 😭🥺

Decisions 🧐

I haven't blogged in a few days because it has been peaceful for me. I've been going through about a million memories but other then that I've completely withdrawn from everyone. And there is many good reasons why. When I say I'm literally going through everything and I cannot deal with anything else, I truly … Continue reading Decisions 🧐

Really wondering….

Ok so these last few days have been strange for me as to now two people from Brandon's social media, one on his insta and one on his fb now have managed to attempt to add me. But the weirdest thing that has happened is that the one off of Facebook lives in my old … Continue reading Really wondering….

If I lay here….

If I lay here, if I just lay here will you lie with me and just forget the world. Forget what we're told, before we get told old, show you the diamond that bursting into life!! That is a lyric from SnowPatrol "Chasing Cars". That song I am addicted to from listening to it off … Continue reading If I lay here….

Happy to be awake??

I hope you all feel the blessing that it is to be awake this morning. 🥰❤️ My life may be a mess but I count all of my blessings, big and small!!!! The only thing I'm missing in my world is my babies. Today the schools got closed in my area because of the weather, … Continue reading Happy to be awake??