How I’m Really Feeling…. I miss you so much babies 🥺🥺🥺 I'm never in my life going to give up on you ❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏💪💪💪 I love you so much Lamia, Kaden, and Skyla!!!! #mysoulhurts #itsgottochange

Truth time….🗣👣💪🙏📚🤷‍♀️

So as I am sitting here today, I'm really hard on myself. I have finally realized how messed up my life has been. And I'm self reflecting on so much. Believe me when I say it's not easy to face my past. But of all the pain I have been put through, not seeing my … Continue reading Truth time….🗣👣💪🙏📚🤷‍♀️


I'M NOT OK AT ALL!!!! MY DAUGHTER HAD SURGERY AND I WASNT EVEN TOLD!!!! What if something would have happened to her God forbid???? See he needs to get off his bitch shit and let me be A MOTHER TO MY CHILDREN!!!! I'm sitting here a nervous wreck and seriously fucked up. My baby had … Continue reading 😭😭


So it's been a few days since I have blogged and let me be the first to say I'm doing my hardest to hold on but idk how much longer I can do this. My heart is absolutely broken. This morning already made it so much worse. I'm finally doing something I'm so passionate about … Continue reading Newest….

Huge mistakes…..💔💣🕳💥

So today, like the last few days I havent felt very good. So now just today I find out that my daughter had surgery for a broken foot n ligament....beyond heated I wasnt told about it either!!!! Then I get a letter in the mail from the IRS, because it seems someone was stupid enough … Continue reading Huge mistakes…..💔💣🕳💥


So I'm gonna be running a few little experiments on my own....keeping track of some things, coming to alot of realizations, and beginning to fix this mess I allowed to be created. Too much is happening, and I have not the time of day for any of it. Too many things are beginning to make … Continue reading Testing….testing….


So there was a gun scare at my child's school today and here I am having to blog about it and hope that someone will reach out to me so I know that my son is ok!! This type of shit right here is what is pissing me off!!!! There is too much bullshit going … Continue reading Seriously??